I really agree with you there, and for me, it is also why me and my mother are now living a poverty life, and ever since my mother went to jail for DWI, we were poor ever since, and without hope or any chance of recovery. So in all fairness, I'll say the same as you are as well, problably the more reason why I hesitated to even do the things I liked to do, even makin friends fore me was a problem, I was often shy and worried that they might turn their backs on me, so to speak.I was raised Christian by my parents. Religion did not help me and, although I guess can't blame it directly--I have always had some problems--I want to say that it only caused pain, anxiety, worry, etc. I worried a lot about burning in hell forever. For me, religion really only made things worse. Once again though, I probably can't really blame religion, even though I want to. I can't blame church either really, or my parents. I can blame my sister though.
Obviously she was raised Christian too, and still is. She took things way too seriously. And she apparently tried to be a mom to me (even though I already had a mom!). I guess she thought she should kind of look out for me and help me since she was older than me (by 4 years). She was all over me until I turned 16. She would always want to know about the games I played, music I listened to, etc. She was so nosy. But she just made me worry even more and made me feel guilty about things--I threw away videos games because I was worried that playing them would result in me going to hell.
Once I turned 14 I finally started using my brain and started thinking about things. At first, the only reason I wanted to abandon religion was because the life that I want to live doesn't seem like the kind of life that the bible would want me to live. But I also started reading other peoples opinions and basically learning more about religion, possible contradictions in holy books, etc, all those kind of things, and decided that it simply was not believable. I've found the more you learn about religion, the more false it appears, etc. So I am no longer religious.
Sorry if I brought that up guys, but I thought I would see just how I suffered and became poor as a result of being religious, which only recently, I now found out that it is a false statement, that could never have happen.
And I also agree with HummersRock with the rest of his saying, I had no choice but to say the same as well.